皐月 ☣ satsuki

I should update...

2011-07-22T21:47:00.000-07:00

Life is okay.
Just have Gallstones and now I am listening to more Dir en Grey and Music and my book and game collection has continued to increase...I love sales...

Life...from Today will be busy and moneyless...

2010-01-28T06:01:00.000-08:00

Originally a Tumblr post but ah well this needs to be updated for once...

Anyway, I enrolled at TAFE today and I have Orentation day on the 8th and an Interview on the 11th and I start on the 15th…All I can say is epic joy. I am finally doing something I may been interested in and hell, I may even do well xD.

Also, I will be strapped for cash =/ I need nmoney everyweek just to go to TAFE…guess where I will attend? Blacktown TAFE and that alone will take me over 90 mins to get there by public transport. Luckily Timmy attends the same TAFE on two of the three days I go…Booyaka.

If anyone attends Uni or TAFE and goes to Fairfield at around 7am on a Thursday, you may see me xD. Mondays and Tuesdays if Timmy isn’t well or something like that.

So yea, also I get BioShock 2 within the next fortnight *drool* and I am finally doing something for the remainder of this year xD.

My new vid on youtube...

2009-10-30T16:03:00.000-07:00

I finally got off my lazy ass and did something mildly constructive...

Bwahahaha

2009-09-18T17:11:00.000-07:00

Bwahahaha Part 2 =P

My other Blog =3

2009-09-17T19:31:00.000-07:00

Sinfulinvidia @ Tumblr

My lovely tumblr, I also have a few other blogs on there like...
† What makes us lol is...
♥ Ramblings from a Pie...
Acheiving is something we do all the time
Cosplayers ♥ United [Cosplayer based blog]
Fuck Yeah! Kagrra, [Kagrra, based blog]
Fuck Yeah! LM.C [LM.C based blog]
We are all Toyz ♥ [Cinema Bizarre based blog]

To Cry or To Kill?

2009-09-17T19:29:00.000-07:00

~~~~~ WARNING RANT!!! ~~~~~

I swear Kassie can be such a bitch at times *growl*

I mean, she wants me to stay at her place for the whole weekend, I believe, without really asking me, she just assumed I go ‘Yea, that be great’. Seriously, I haven’t been in the mood to stay anywhere other than home at night.

Call me paranoid, but when your friend tells your boyfriend something you never knew about and you been friends with that person for more than five years, I got pissy. Do you think I should have remained calm?

Anyway, Kassie has been going quite down with her relationship and said, to my face, that my ichigo is the sort of guy she wants and she keeps asking how did I get with him…like how the fuck do I know, I just started talking to Ichigo and boom, we ended up dating, I just liked him alot because I can talk to him easily and have a lot in common.

Yes, I am ranting about Kassie, someone who ditched me when she gets a new man, the very one who left me alone for two weeks when she promised she be there for me and now she made me crack twice, get depressed countless of time and showed me a side that I never really knew I had. She really is messing me up good.

I know, she’s my best friend and she doesn’t mean me harm but fuck sake, if you got some secret, tell me, I won’t ditch ya and don’t go behind me and tell my boyfriend, I feel betrayed. Am I really that unworthy?

Krystal thinks it’s weird that Kassie goes to Ichigo first and not me, like ringing him and not wanting to talk to me, it makes someone suss a little.

I am sorry Ichigo for even mentioning all this but I want to write it down, I want to feel a little easier and I want other people’s advice.

I am going insane with paranoia and, heaven forbid, jealously, I am wondering why she suddenly wants to spend time with me after ditching and not talking to me for so long and she seems to be always wanting to know how I got Ichigo all the time, also what I do with him half the time.

So, I am going to see her all weekend and she is having a party but she mentioned that Ichigo and I are going, oh yea, she mentioned Ichigo way before mentioning me…so she rather spend time with the both of us rather than the one…I must be paranoid or something but I feel so annoyed, pissed, jealous, angry aggggh I so want to strangle her.

2009-09-17T19:28:00.000-07:00

A Video me and my friends made |3

Random

2009-09-12T19:24:00.000-07:00

There is nothing special about you. You are the same organism as the ones outside your door, if we are all the same thing, then what makes us diffrent?

Simple, We have our own mind, either to stay within our box or step outside of it into a reality that is beyond your own security.

Well ain't I feeling dandy today xD

So today is a lovely sunny day in the world of Jamie, wow, I used my real name xD. Well technically its about 30 degrees in the land of Sydney, where I have to find a job but due to age and experience, no one wants to hire me. This is bullshit in my opinion. Anyway, let's see what else I can churn out of the crypt of my mind, besides the desire to experiment on Sims 3 buuuut my boyfriend is the only person that has that game, thanks Tim.

Let's see.

Phases are things that people go through, such as Twilight and Harry Potter, mostly in order to be reconigsed and accepted among their peers. The desire to be accepted is usually high during the school years where a person can usually grow and follow or grow and lead.

So what are you? Leader or Follower?

I would say that I am neiter, I shall never lead people and I shall never follow people, I rather be an equal.

Yet why do people desire to be popular? once you leave the venue where you are noticed, you become nothing but a person, like the man who sits across from you on the train or the woman with her child on the bus, you are no different besides your looks and feelings and the way you act. So why be popular when you know its just going to fade and you, yet again, become nothing but a person in the real world. Then again, what is real? what is perfect? what is normal?

Yea, If I could I would question the exsitence of people.

Hello Second Follower

2009-09-10T15:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

I feel even more special and finally after a month and a half of being insanely sick, I am well xD.
I feel so happy about it too.

Now my boyfriend is sick, I told him not to kiss me but what does he do...ah well he such a doll at times.

Anyway back on life's track.
I am still writing fan-fics and raiding random sites but thats my internet life and it is far more interesting than my own. All I mostly do is hang out with my Ichigo, play excessive amount of Video games and sit around the place (well when I was sick, that's the only option I had =( )

I am deciding to become a teacher, I wonder if I would actually do well as one xD. Then again, I would suck at teaching people.

Ummm what else, well I am still listening to music including Cinema Bizarre, my god I just want their new albums but I am poor and without a job (as usual).

Hahahaha thats all I can think of.

Back to Dissidia xD

Hello

2009-07-16T17:09:00.001-07:00

I gots a Follower, I feel special =3

Greetings from the Belly of being Ill again

2009-07-16T17:03:00.000-07:00

Yes, that is annoying, I think I been sick nearly six times now and it always revolve around coughing...bravo to me...

Today would probably be day 5 of having this dam flu and I haven't been outside for a while...I bet I am a lot paler despite being sick =___=.

I so hate winter and being sick in winter. Heck even Gackt music sounds so good today and I am not a big fan of his music (but I will still listen to it).

Also...I am jealous of Brazil, they get to have Kagrra tour there...I always wanted to see them live, more than any other band, well they did get me into Japanese music =3.

Anyway what else can I say besides that all I been doing is listening to music, communicating to friends through MSN and playing Fable to become the most evil person ever (trust me you don't want to be a merchant if your in my fable game ;D).

I wish my Ichigo was here, I want a hug.

Yesterday Sucked

2009-06-04T18:23:00.000-07:00

I spent all day looking after kids...It was boring and I thought I was going to die watching boring kids movies while trying to read and make sure nobody died...

Then the main monster, Rory, my nephew, got 'sick' and had to go home...so I sent Timmochi (my boyfriend, poor darling just walked through the door and had to get my nephew) to get him...I felt sorry for him...then again I had to watch two kids while Timmy got Rory and then finally ended up with 3....gaaah I really hate kids...

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Now today I have to sit here and listen to one cry about going to the shops but can't go due to being sick, one yammering away in baby jibberish and the third one being a pain...
I hate kids a lot...
Now we are watching the stupid dinosaur christmas movie...again =[

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On a positive note, I got $50 and got my lay-by aka rest of the S Meyer books (New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn) as well as a few other books I been waiting for...mainly Artemis Fowl....then only to realise I am one book away from the whole set (thinking I had them all...dammit)

I played Sims 3 for the first time...I am a Book worm, Computer Whiz, Evil, Childish and I forgot the last one person xD. It's quite fun =3

Now I am bored and have to check some things before hiding in my room for the rest of the day...

Once again...

2009-05-22T16:06:00.000-07:00

I find my blog and surprised to see that it is alive...heck...I posted last year and several months later...boom here I am...

Yea, I am not single and happy about it, I still love my Timmochi xD

That's about all I feel like spamming with =3

Randomness is my Game

2008-11-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

I haven't been here for yonks and here I am agin...bored and downloading music per usual...
I am also annoying peeps *points at Ichigo* like him...no Sai, I am not raping him like you would with Ira, I have respect for my bf...
Oh yea, I am not single...=3

Anyway thats all me can say and booyaka, for christmas I am getting Rock Band XD

Pirates of the Sea ~ Wolves of the Sea (Latvia | Eurovision 2008)

2008-05-27T17:32:00.000-07:00

I adore this song...so any haters out there...go fuck yourselves...

Don't dis me for liking it or send any crude comments XD

}|{Lyrics}|{
With a hii hii hoo and a hii hii hey!
We're hoisting the flag to be free
We will steal the show, Jolly Rogers go
We are wolves of the sea

Don't try to run it's all set and done
There's treasure in sight
We are robbing you blind I hope you don't mind
We are taking it all tonight

Just walk away will councer it all
Pirates will stand and the looser will fall

With a hii hii hoo and a hii hii hey
We're bound to be close to the sea
Our captain will stand on the bridge and sing
Pirates are all we can be

With a hii hii hoo and a hii hii hey!
We're hoisting the flag to be free
We will steal the show, Jolly Rogers go
We are wolves of the sea

Down to the core we're coming for more
With a sword close at hand
We are scary and bold chest full of gold
We get sealegs when sighting land

The hook of our captain is looking at you
There's no Peter Pan so what can you do

With a hii hii hoo and a hii hii hey!
We're hoisting the flag to be free
We will steal the show, Jolly Rogers go
We are wolves of the sea

BORRRRREED

2008-05-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha I'm bored shitless XD

Make things better I am currently sitting at TAFE aka college for Australia...and I seem to be hearing about Bill Gates O__o

Anywhhhhhhhhhhhho...I'm still bored and my CD's are at home XD and I wants to watch them XD...I mean DVD's ahahaha

*thinks horrible yet evil thoughts* anyway ummm Rhydon XD

Ok I am a retard and currently surrounded by people and I wants to go see BLOOD *___* but I have to wait till June 8th DX...gackt dammit

Dam Russia winning Eurovision *shakes fist* I wanted Pirates of the Sea to win...and mwahahahaha Germany came last, they should have put Cinema Bizarre perform for them, they might have done better or at least get better than 23rd position *evil laugh* and Ireland didn't even got to the Final...sucked in you stupid Turkey *cheers*

*pokes* Meow XD Meow XD Meow XD

Ok I may be high at the moment and I feel like chewing on something *grabs a random person near me and chews on their leg* all good now *chomp chomp and spits them away*

I wonder if I can keep typing till the end of the lesson but I am seriously running out of things to write...holy cheeseticles....I see a Chi...its on the desk...and gackt dammit its that Pirate Song again *sings to Wolves of the Sea very loudly and very badly*

Yay...I know the dance moves to Wolves of the Sea *___* I feel so proud...It is now considered Addictive, Annoying and Cool song X3...

*sings* The Captian is looking at you
There's no Peter Pan
So What can you do??*stops singing*

hahahah end of second verse...

*somehow fallen over and got back up*

*flies around* I swear I ain't high...I just am seriously bored...

I feel like playing stepmania...but thats at home and I am having so many spelling mistakes and now there is four people not doing the work we are suppose to do...that includes me...

Back to the serious-ness...
June 8th: BLOOD Meet and Greet/Concert...

oh yea Note to self there's a Birthday the day before XD...ahahahahaha
I predict I will forget...as always and OMFGacktJob...I have been typing for the last twenty minutes or so...

I keep laughing at the fact that someone has restricted downloading and I have at least 60gb XP...hahaha I am going to Die...Wait...I may not *sighs in relief*

I think it's winter here =S not sure me forgot...Dodo sucks ass XD ahahahahaha Dial-up sucks major ass

I will now proceed to chewing on anotyher persons leg *grabs another random and chews on their leg* such bliss *chomp chomp and spits away and dances like an idiot*

TAFE is slowly finishing and we have four weeks to go and then re-enrolling into the next certificate and I get to haress myy fweinds again...which is fun and yes they are well aware I am blogging all their actions as we speak...well at the moment they seem to be talking about internet and prices as well as downloading speed...

Lets get back to the beginning...

Oh me and my friend Sai last night did a game about how people can win over our hearts only using eight things...

Her was...
1. Sweets
2. Anime
3. Mangas
4. Japanese Rockers
5. Even more sweets
6. Ramen
7. Dolls
8. Wolves

Mine was
1. J-Rock CD's
2. Kagrra, Tickets
3. Sweets
4. Cute Things
5. Anything Japanese
6. Mangas
7. Anything Kagrra,
8. Pocky

Yep such fun...

More Randomness...from the Ichigo clone XD
Bleach, Net and friggin download limits...

Ok now screaming and possible Fluffy bombs *evil grin* don't think to hard about it... *is now picking on Ichigo Clone* and I am not saying a word either...hahahaha I shall unleash the Fluffy bomb XD and gackt dammit more shitty spelling errors which get fixed instantly...

hahahaha Time to go...will update (sanely) next time...

When I get bored...

2008-05-13T15:50:00.000-07:00

I write FanFics, which varied from anime to J-Rock but I use to put them on quizilla until it became a Class A Shit pit filled of money hungry butt munchers X3

Anywho, so along with my uploads, which will start after I re-format my computer, I will start to put up my FanFics here...

Possibly starting with my Reita series, since I like it so much...

I also put my works here

|http://community.livejournal.com/jrockxwriters/profile|

If you ever want to read my original series, visit here...

|http://www.quizilla.com/users/InvidiaxWolf|

Thats all for now ^w^

I am Pissed off =X

2008-05-10T02:49:00.000-07:00

Stupid quizilla changing its system and becoming a major Class A shit pit...

So some of my works may come here now instead of that site...

I swear I have to update soon and even change th look of my blog....I swear I left it alone for waaaaay to long and it needs a severe update X3

Beyond Eternity

2008-02-25T17:17:00.000-08:00

Lately my mind has been floating on an abyss
I'm not sure about what lies ahead for me and the things I am meant to do
Than someone goes to me 'Why don't you get yourself a boyfriend?'

Fine, I will, if I was a twig with big boobs and an ass and like all mordern crap

Sorry but I like me and the things that make me happy

What I hate more is people thinking I'm an Emo
=__= for god sakes I'm not one
I am waaay to happy to be one

In silence, we all suffer

Visit Here sometime ^^

2008-02-16T15:28:00.000-08:00

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The Child that never Shuts up

2008-02-15T16:49:00.000-08:00

So what I'm writing and not putting uploads.

My blog has two uses ^^

My undying bitching and my undying thirst for Japanese Music and being able to supply them for people

Then again, I just never seem to shut up anyway XD

So what brings me here to talk today...

Well besides the fact that I now attend TAFE (Save my Soul it's so shit boring), suffering with some wannabe gangstas who keeps cracking onto me (I hate those people just as much as people who takes drugs) and the dude does the both of them and I really hate people like that

To be exact I hate people being something they are not so they can be noticed and fit in with the 'in' group

Trust me I hate a lot of things including crowds, sunlight and society as a whole

In Australia that is (people here sicken me)

Anyway, I really want to go to Japan

Why?

So I canget al the music my heart desires, raid shops and have a hell of a ball there

I may even go to half a dozen concerts that doesn't even come to Australia

Wish the god dam fandom here for Japanese Music to increase

I seriously would Kill to see Dir en Grey live

Remember how the goverment is going spastic over music being downloaded?

I will stop downloading once they Start to stock Japanese Music for me to buy

What else can I bitch about

I'm bored

I haven't been to the city for a while

I am writing a tonne of fanfics for my InvidiaxWolf on quizilla

I am so glad to be out of High School, no more of those assholes from my grade

Even though one is in my class in Tafe

The asshole =__=, I left school to get away from you so why the hell did you have to go

I swear in that class I have about 6 prideful people who think that annoying me while listening to Acid Black Cherry will make me like them

Wrong Answer boys, I really hate gangsta wannabes

I don't dress like a punk, I dress as me and the style can be called Visual Kei

Don't know what it is Look it up on wikipedia it's a whole fashion genre

Same with Oshare Kei XD

Did I say Prideful people piss me off, so up themselves, it makes me wonder if they can hear from being so thick headed

I also wish they stop asking for my phone number, I don't give it out like it's candy Only my friends get it cause they are what is important in my life, as well as my family

What else can I say, I love cultures, especially the Asian ones

Anything Occult Memorise this: I don't worship Satan or do Witchcraft I just like to read about it

I love anything with Horror

I am not some stupid bitch that would believe what a man says, I a not pro-feminists but sometimes its hard to believe what shit comes out of some mens mouth

I am not like most females, I have more likes in violence and horror, cause they amuse me

I'm not a Dyke

I'm not Asian, I had enough of people calling me an Asian or a wannabe Asian

I better shut up and get back to my stories, layouts and Music

Until the next Bitch session XD

New to Here

2008-01-27T16:06:00.000-08:00

Alright I finally made a blog on this site, my blogs will be based on Manga, Music, Video (MV and PV) and Anime downloads.

Requests are also accepted ^^

So don't be afraid when you want to request something ^^

Usually the Music and Videos will be based on Japanese Music ^^

I use mediafire, sendspace, 4shared and megaupload
Just a small warning to you all ^^